Life update for May 2007

On campus things are winding down as finals end and summer begins. At Harvard I’m finishing up a big web project for the OpenNet Initiative today before I head out for vacation tomorrow. It’s also weird that fellows are slowly trickling out, because although I’ve only been here for two years in July, in that time I’ve seen tons of change at Berkman, including a tripling (or so) of our staff and the establishment of two major ongoing projects, a few shifts in focus, a move to a new building, and two batches of fellows (some of whom stay for only one year terms). And in a few weeks all of the summer interns are going to start pulling in, taking up every nook and cranny and making the Berkman atmosphere even more interesting. Oh, and also I joined the HLS softball team!

On the Northeastern front things wrapped up a few weeks back and Shaina is already home in California, working at Maintex and hanging out with her theater geek friends.

At Brandeis there was another brouhaha about another possibly racist/definitely offensive publication, which I got to watch from afar. Someone has learned something in the previous few “incidents,” but I’m not entirely sure what. Finals are happening there as well, which means my last major link to Brandeis, Aaron, is soon heading off to grad school at Rutgers (yay Aaron! but boo, far away :().

And in other happy news, Alwina got a much-deserved and long-overdue promotion to Assistan Provost in charge of unifying grad student services, a fun, interesting, and probably difficult task. We celebrated last week over Italian.

I’ve been enjoying the outdoors a lot, playing some frisbee (although it reveals how incredibly out of shape I am), going camping at IOCA’s trip to New Paltz, NY, and kayaking a couple times. On Saturday Jeremy persuaded me to skip out on some work and head off to Waltham to kayak at a place I never knew existed, and we went six miles round trip, headwind both ways, up to Moody street and back. It was fun. Soon the water will be warmer and there will be some swimming to be had as well.

On the home front the new washing machine is working great and I even installed it myself, things are generally clean and functional, I’m loving my Apple TV, and the only thing Igor and I are having trouble with is our wildly divergent conceptions of what temperature is habitable. 🙂

Tomorrow I’m off to Cancun for a few days, then to California to visit with family and watch Jessica walk at her theoretical graduation, and then back with Jess in tow for a bit of Northeast adventuring before returning to work in two weeks. I’ll take pictures, of course, and eventually post them. In the meantime below you can see a few kayaking shots and hopefuly today I’ll get up some old Berkman pics as well, a couple of which I’m somewhat proud of. So stay tuned, stay warm, and get outside and enjoy the beautiful weather!

Geeking Out

RAID and Filers 101

I’m probably displaying my ignorance here, but so be it. A standard 3u NetApp disk shelf contains 15 sleds. NetApp’s recommended size for an aggregate in normal (basic, non-fancy) circumstances is 14 disks. That means 12 data disks, 2 for parity, and one hot spare in the shelf. To me this feels both rock solid reliable and fairly inefficient for any scenarios with a large number of writes. It means every time you have a write you need to read from *12 disks twice* in order to get your parity data. Wikipedia suggests that something called WAFL deals with this problem by “coalescing writes in fewer stripes.” I don’t really know what that means and would love to be edumacated…

Plea to Ron Moore: END IT!

Two days ago two major stars of the awesome _Battlestar Galactica_ revealed that this upcoming fourth season of the show will be its last. And then yesterday Exec Prod David Eick denied it. Stop it David! The show needs to end. You’ve had a lot of stories to tell, and you’ve told many of them. And you’ve had tons of filler crap and self-contradictory canon just screwing it all up for fans. Television shows have a limited lifespan (well, except for _Doctor Who_). Much like _Veronica Mars_ needs to do, you need to have the guts to say we’re doing one more season and that’s it, and we’re going to tell all the stories we need to tell and exit gracefully with a bow at the end.

The HPV vaccine, which can prevent four types of cervical cancer in women, has caused heated debates in several states due to its price, questions about long-term efficacy, but mostly by fundamentalist parents concerned that providing a cancer cure to their children is bested by a need to promote an ineffective and heavily debunked abstinence message. But not New Hampshire, where the shot is voluntary and provided free by the state to girls aged 11-18. They can’t keep up with demand, says the _New York Times_. Hooray. Now go get some more!

*School:* Kids stole a teacher’s cell phone and pilfered naked photos, then mailed them to the basketball team. Kids are gonna get in trouble.
*Teacher:* …
*Parents:* But the teacher shouldn’t have had them there in the first place! If they weren’t on her cell phone, the kids wouldn’t have been able to break into the locked room and steal the cell phone to get at the pictures!
*Teacher:* …?
*Random Comunity Member:* Teachers shouldn’t be having sex in the first place! And they certainly shouldn’t be leaving their phones out in plain view where students might accidentally stumble upon nude photos after breaking into a locked room and stealing private property!
*Teacher:* ???

I was going to blog something oblique about a really interesting presentation I went to today, but I just couldn’t find a good way to do it while respecting Chatham House Rules. Or rather I was making a bit of progress, but it was a tough slog. Instead I’m gonna go see _Spiderman 3_, and if you’re interested in the interesting bits, ask me about it in person and you can try to deobfuscate it yourself. 🙂

A thing of beauty and sadness

My God *have you seen Harper’s*? I have, and it is a thing of beauty — every article since the year 1850, a wonderful navigation scheme and site layout, a fabulous building on the (somewhat unrealized) experiment that was their last site redesign. Paul Ford did the work, and his essay on the site launch and what it means to him is something that echoes inside me. I’ve never done a project of that sort of scale, but I know all the feelings he describes.

He says that you do a thing, you pour your life into it, and then you flip a switch, a site goes live, the criticism and knee-jerk reactions come pouring in. Later comes the praise, but never enough to really justify it, then the bug reports and problems, and you have to fix them.

His final words chill me, I don’t know how else to describe it, because I know he speaks truth, and its a bit painful, but then again, its the only possible way it can be:

If you work for a startup you can fool yourself into believing that the reward will be eternal wealth, but I work for a nonprofit, and the reward is: I did a thing, and I doubt I’ll ever do anything like it again. One, two, three: I will never get enough praise; of course I failed; and what I did was not particularly important. The best thing to hope for is that in time and with much more effort the work will become transparent to its users, that it will be taken for granted. That’s life with websites.

Not exactly the Park Plaza

!>http://farm1.static.flickr.com/168/447156581_09f63933e0_m.jpg!:http://www.flickr.com/photos/pingnews/447156581/ Igor sent me a link to a _Times_ article reported from my home town that discusses pay prisons in California as an alternative to standard prison for people convicted of non-violent crime and wililng to pony up for their stay. It is no picnic, but the advantage is clean cells, the ability to bring an iPod, and in some cases the possiblity of working at your normal job during the day and then returning to prison in the evening.

While I didn’t know about this specific program, it doesn’t entirely surprise me, and is actually sort of neat. California is well known for massively overcrowded jails, (more) unsanitary (than usual) conditions, a prison medical system that is dysfunctional, and a major problem on its hands. Much of this can be traced to our three strikes law, as well as the “war” on some drugs.

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They moved Marketplace?!

“From the studios of Minnessota Public Radio in St. Paul, I’m Kai Ryssdal.” Wait a second, what? Oh no, MPR, no you don’t. Don’t you dare fuck up Marketplace. I stood by while you tweaked Weekend America, firing Barbara Bogaev because she refused to relocate, and the program has been worse for it. Now this? A show about world commerce centered out of New York, or Washington, or, ya know, Los Angeles is neat, but *St. Paul*? Come on! I wonder how much of the staff survived the move…

*Edit* (9:07pm): False alarm or shape of things to come?

*Edit 2* (4/30 3:48pm): Thanks, Kai. I am happy and relieved. 🙂 Carry on the good work.

“There is no reason that any private citizen in a democracy should own a handgun. At some point, that simple truth will register. Until it does, phones will ring for dead children, and parents will be told not to ask why.” I don’t agree entirely, but I do agree a lot. I don’t understand why we can’t have a rational political discussion about the best way to uphold (or modify) the second amendment in these modern times such that we can restrict access to deadly weapons.

I avoided as much of the TV news converage of the Virginia Tech shootings as I could, but still felt oversatured. Now with the incident almost two weeks gone, Wikipedia’s article about the attack, meticulously research and footnoted, is a valuable resource, as well as a sad reminder of the tragic events of April 16, 2007.

“A good provider is someone who leaves,” she said, without ambivalence

An anecdote from Jason DeParle’s fascinating exploration in the _Times Magazine_ of the plight of Overseas Filipino Workers — those who travel abroad to earn money to give their family back home a better life:

As an Islamic state that bans socializing between unmarried women and men, Saudi Arabia held out few hopes for marriage or kids. Rosalie approached her 30th birthday resigned to a dutiful life alone. She celebrated at a Jeddah restaurant with Filipino friends; one of them, knowing they had a private room, disregarded the gender rules by bringing along her nephew, a construction engineer. The nephew, Christopher Villanueva, took Rosalie for an after-dinner walk, trailing her by a few paces in case the religious police happened by. “I was trembling!” Rosalie said. With both of them living in guarded single-sex dorms, their 18-month courtship occurred largely by cellphone. When they flew home in 2002 to marry, they had never been alone.

Treating the Awkward Years

Great, great _Times_ article about adolescent health care and how the current medical system fails at treating teenagers. There is pediatric care, geriatric care, and normal adult care, but very little specialization in adolescent care, which has a whole different set of challenges.

The biggest problem, and one I can empathize with completely, is that doctors don’t know how to talk to adolescents. They need to get the parents out of the room, they need to talk about life and lifestyle, family situation, school, behaviors, and give productive, medically-based suggestions that are non-judgemental. They need to treat teenagers like adults and give them the information they need. They need to listen actively to problems and work together to come up with solutions. They need to recognize that adolescene is utterly awkward, that everyone is different, and that we each think our problems are unique and life-defining.

To this day I don’t really know how the medical system is supposed to work for me — who do I call if I have a problem, how much information should I be giving the people at the front desk, how private is it? What does the doctor report about me, what goes in various files, what sorts of things do I need to talk about to make sure I get a good standard of care. Should I ask for more tests? Question why I’m getting them? How do I choose my primary care doctor?

Teenagers need to learn how to become good medical consumers, need to learn about how to make the system work for them, need to know that doctors will be there when they need them. In turn, insurance companies need to provide incentives for adolescent care to be thorough and complete, and for more doctors to become specialized in the field.